10 Sept 2013


Hello Lovelies. Welcome back to Beautiful You!

As some of you may or may not know, I am going to university this September, in four days time to be precise, I am moving into my halls of residence in Bournemouth. As the day is getting closer and closer, I am becoming increasingly more nervous! Everyone keeps saying how much I will enjoy it and that there is a whole other world waiting but currently I am unable to see that. I am a home person without a doubt, therefore moving out is a massive deal for me, living with new people, in a different area and away from my family scares me a lot. 

But then I guess that university is just the same a school and college but just bigger, much much bigger. It is the unknown that scares me more than the actual prospect and change doesn't sit well with me either, and this one huge change in my life. Over the last year me and my sister have grown closer and we have done so many amazing things in 2013 and moving away from her scares me maybe more than it should, she's my rock and my best friend even though that sounds so cheesy it's true. I know she will come and visit and I'll be able to come home but its the thought of not living together and being with my family all the time which makes me worried. And again I know that she is only a phone call or a Skype call away but its just not the same.

I also met up with one of my friends this evening, just for a coffee to say goodbye before I leave in four days, I know she will come and visit but I really hate goodbyes! This whole week is going to be filled with them or should I say 'see you soon' in most circumstances but I know in my mind that I'm moving out and this is a big step for me and I scares me a lot. 

To many people they won't understand why this is so unnerving to me but I'm not the most confident of people and I like what I know and I like routine and I know I cannot live my life in that routine forever and I have to step out of my comfort zone to live life to the full, but this petrifies me immensely. I know once I have moved in on Saturday and met the people that I am going to live with, I will feel a bit better and once classes have started and the routine is there it will start to feel a lot more like normal and I will relax me but it is just getting to that point!

Anyway on to the happier side of me going to university you guys can look forward lots of exciting things on here, room tours, meet my room mates (hopefully if they will allow it!), beach blogs and much more. As always if there is anything you would like to see on here, don't hesitate to let me know and I will do my best! 



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